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Well, I think for now that he's not wanting to be in a serious relationship. I don't think he ever really did, but we just ended up having one. But I think he's got alot of other stuff going on in his life now with job and friends and feels that he can't be committed to a relationship and knows he's not going to make the effort. I don't know if that will change anytime soon or not. I'm assuming it won't, but hoping it will. Anyway, I'm just super-depressed now and my birthday is tomorrow! This will not be a birthday to remember. :( I really wasn't ready for our relationship to end, and didn't think it was about to, really. So, I have to deal with the shock as well as the sadness. I'm going to talk to him tonight about a couple of things, but if nothing is different today, I guess we'll just leave each other alone for a while and see what happens.
Scott
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