I'm sorry..........

that I have not been a good friend to you lately. You deserve to be treated
better. I know I am being totally selfish but at the same time can't seem to
stop myself. I wish I knew of a way to make things between us better.
Sometimes I feel like this last three months has just been a dream that I am
going to wake up from and everything will be back the way it was before we
started drifting apart. I can't tell you enough how sorry I am for not
talking
to you before things got so twisted. Unfortunately, I don't know how to find
my
way back to you now. I know you find it hard to believe anything I say, but I
hope you know that I loved you more than anything when we got married and I
still love you even now. You are a wonderful, caring, beautiful person that I
am so very glad to have had in my life. I will never forget you and will
always
have a special place in my heart for you. This may seem like this is easy for
me, but it isn't. I have just been struggling with this longer than you have.
I never wanted this to happen, I wanted to love you for the rest of my life
and
make our marriage a priority. I am sorry I failed you.

As far away as it seems now, I hope we can continue to be friends someday.

Lisa